I feel out of place with my peers I've spent so many years masking my true feelings so you wouldn't see And I guess I got too good at it because everyone thinks that this is me but I have so much more to offer You don't know that I can cry and that I do You don't know that I hurt so much I can't breath sometimes, that those times are more frequent then they were I get so angry I cry and scream and hurt myself I just want to hurt But you never seem to know when to talk So I sit around and get so angry I can't speak, and cry when everyone's asleep Because you guys wouldn't know what to do if you saw that Saw how I obsess over these little things that probably don't matter And fucking hate the ones I love But the ones that make me cry are the only ones that can make me smile I fucking hate vulnerablitity Being use to everyone disappointing you is a hard thing So I Trust few And love less But it's difficult when you're around beautiful people I think my goddamn head is broken I remember saying I wouldn't get into shit again And here I go..around and most likely being hurt in the end But you all don't hear me whining Wouldn't know what to think if you knew what goes on in my head I'm a fucking trooper Just keep going Shut up