This week was not so cool. Monday at first was really blurry and came into focus when I woke up in the tub with momma hovering over me asking if I needed an ambulance. Then it was something about drugs but of course I haven't done anything in months, last Saturday all I had was some jack daniels mixed in a big slurppy but only a swallow midday. No, I wasn't on drugs, no momma I didn't try to kill myself, momma I'm scared because I passed out and hit my head on the tub. I had no idea what was happening. In the ER I started vomiting...they did an ekg, took my blood, tried to get an IV in but I locked myself in the loo so they didn't give it, a CT scan, x-rays, and a pelvic exam. Then, five hours later, me starving and shaking from my shot, I got to go home. yay. Tuesday was all right. Went to the school, waited for a few hours to get my schedual(which they fucked up) and watched colourgard practice. Blair didn't really talk to me but we don't much anymore. It's cool I guess. I think she thinks I'm on drugs or hang out with meth heads or something. Wednsday, I threw up. Yeah. Thursday, cool. Took Robin so Harden could see his kid, she went home with me and watched Constantine while I played with the baby. She's adorable, even though she pukes too much. Saw a wolf on the road tonight. Everyone freaked, it was the hugest thing I've seen that still remained canine. The moon is huge and so bloody. Whitney and Robin started whigging so I said a few protection spells and they calmed and started talking about 'nature's forcast'. So, tomorrow's gonna suck. And that's when I'm suppose to get my results back. Aw, fuck. Anyway. Everything that I saw tonight makes me want to write a story. Stars bursting, lightning, a dark, curvy road, the blood red moon, a wolf bigger than a Great Dane. "My Grandfather told me that when an Indian dies and is worthy enough, determined, and brave..His soul turns into an eagle or a wolf. He must have been a great man to become that size. Everything in this world has had a human soul." "Everything has a soul"