I look to my right and see the ocean.

I look to my left and see mountains.

???

Anyway, there's a lot going on right now. I'm with my parents in Oregon right now, all of us hoping to fix certain problems we're having.

Right now I just need to be away from where I was and who I was with. My heart is saying one thing while my head is saying another. I'm not single right now, don't get me wrong, but I need to be able to focus on me. Force myself to not think the things I was and hopefully make the paranoia of "He's doing something he shouldn't be right now." go away.

So for now, I'm focusing on other things that have been stressing me out. I'm hoping that if I can get these few things under control, I can work my way up to the larger things.

So right now it's money. I need more of it. Basically.

In my past lifestyle, I had been spending more than I made, due to my dead-end, shit-paying, lousy-hours job.

I've just gotten hired onto a new job as a full-time sales lead, making more than I asked for.
So now, hopefully, I can get rid of some debt.

So while I do say that money doesn't always make you happy, I do have to admit that not owing any will make me ecstatic.

But for now, I have to go. The wonderful Oregon coast only offers dial-up at the moment. I'm tying up the one precious phone line of the house.

I miss everyone.

~Katie