Listening to: Yeah Yeah Yeahs - Phenomena
Feeling: awful
Is unforgivable.
Horrible.
Stupid.
Unforgettable.
Wrong.
I feel like I can never trust him again. I feel like I can never respect him again. I feel like I can never love him again.
I miss him. I want to have my amazing boyfriend back.
Part of me knows that it would be so easy to just...leave. Give up and move back in with my parents. Save money for school. Fucking start school. Pay off all my bills. Not worry about anything. Not worry about being hurt. Again. And again.
The other part knows that it would break my heart.
The first answer didn't leave a name, so here's you're little somethingsomething price :)
And hell yes, a trytobescary Rob is definitely scarier to me then everything else.
He's the alpha and the omega of not funny.
be well.
some times the hardest road is the most awesome road to take...even if it doesnt feel that way at the moment. i am nuerotic and troubled as is the usual but im aight...
whats going on? i guess maybe i should read and catch up. i like the elephant background except the trunks arent raised which means goodluck and fortune...
sorry im rambling but i have far too much room to type...smile love for life is nothing but a game.