we told our old landlord that we'd pick up all our belongings that we hadn't gotten out of the storage space tomorrow. thursday. i go to the old apartment to pick up a few things today. wednesday. and what's in the dumpster? all my storage space stuff. i hate him. i really, really do. i don't hate people. never. only him. fortunately i was able to dive in for my own stuff and cram my little dodge omni as packed as possible with bags and boxes. there are only a few things that i either couldn't lift or fit in my car. 1) mini-fridge 2) computer monitor 3) one bicycle 4) about 15 more boxes these things i will return tonight for, armed with a minivan (please emilie?) and kevin's buick skylark. on to better news: we made rent this month! woot! and i'm making cookies tonight. super chocolate chip. it'll be a party. everyone's invited. ||| update : 9:45 PM ||| i had a voicemail from the ex-landlord telling me that i need to get my stuff and leave the keys and also that if i realize that anything is missing, it's probably because his goons who were doing the throwing away took them. so far on my list of things i cannot find: 1) digital camera 2) the left half of a pair of really neat shoes 3) nintendogs ds case i know they took them. and i'm so angry that i forgot to make cookies. party is off. maybe tomorrow. "what's on your mind?" "it doesn't matter." "what's the matter?" "nevermind." i work pretty early tomorrow, but i have to get up even earlier because i have to take kevin to work in jackson, which is about 20ish minutes away and when he works at 6am, that means i have to probably wake up around 4:30. i need my breakfast and shower so, as a dear friend put it, "people will like me". i think that's what he said. if i shower, that is. i'm still on a borrowed wireless network, so i'm not actually typing this as i'm online. the current network i usually get is very unstable. one minute it will work and then next it won't. so hopefully it'll get itself working long enough tonight to let me post this little update. that's it for tonight. g'night (p.s...i still think about you. do you think of me, too? you've probably already forgotten.) (p.p.s...but that's okay. i'm trying to forget you, too.) (p.p.p.s...still.)