so i had a really good entry going. then i was stupid and hit a button and the computer loaded google and i lost everything i typed so far. so, i will try to start over, just realizing now that it didn't matter at all if i explained my situation because none of you would have known what had happened anyway. none of you being about three people that read this anymore. i was going through some of my old comments and started missing all the people that used to come by here. anyway, back to now. i'm at the airport in seattle right now. i just flew out of portland. i got to go on one of those planes that you have to actually go outside and walk on the tarmac and walk up steps to get into. sooooo fuuuun! i felt like a president of some really fun country when i got off the plane. like, the president of the former republic of northwest airlines flight 4338 (operated by horizon airlines). it's a pretty neat feeling. but yeah. apparantly the computers here have a little naughty-language sensor and won't let me on any sight that swears. it was way hard to get around mine in order to update. not that i really needed to now...i could've just waited until i got home and used my internet. assuming i have internet when i get home. which i probably won't. the point is, somewhere in my page here, i said fuc*ing and this computer really didn't like it. a little knight appeared in the corner of the screen and yelled at me. pretty harsh. the point also is, i've spent way too much money using the internet here. i've only been on for about 35 minutes and it's charged me nearly twelve dollars. geeeeezzzzzzssshhh. seriously. the (delayed) point also is, i can swear whenever i effing want to. fuc*ers. fuc* yeah. fuc*. i just stepped on my shoelace and untied it. that's probably one of the things i really dislike about my new shoes. the new laces are really long and nerdy looking and i keep stepping on them and untying them. like now. but i'm way to cool for velcro. so now i think i'm going to head off to my gate. i have two more hours of waiting, but i think i'm going to get a hefty dose of nintendo ds playing. hopefully i'll find some sucker playing pokemon and kick their as*. i'm 400% sure i'll win, but keep your fingers crossed. goodnight for now my lovelies