so. im pretty uch sitting in my room. upset, b/c my ex doesnt care for me any more. well, not that i care about him. well, i dont know. i will always love him. but he's not grasping the fact that i dont like him anymore. or else i would have gotten back together with him if i did like him. but w/e. he's with ASHLEY and ALEXANDRA now. it almost seems like he deliberatley wants to make me jeleous. he KNOWS that im a jeleous person. and he's most l;ikely going to be reading this in the future. i want you to know, brett. i will ALWAYS love you. but im no longer IN love with you. and please dont give me anymore shit about how you are in love with me b/c that just makes it harder for us both to let go. its time to let go. and ive already done my part. but now you have to do yours. but anyway. there is this guy i like. i like him ALOT though. too bad he has a girlfriend. wll, at least he knows that i exist. unlike my last relationship. last week, we were hanging out. we went to the cobalt with some friends. i wast expecting him to be there. and if i was, i would have looked hot. but he looks at me and the first thing he says is "you look familiar". my heart skipped a beat. and all throughout the night i caught him looking at me from across the room or whereever. you know that feeling where even though your back is turned, you can feel their eyes on you? thats what it was. so everytime i felt that. i looked around and found him looking at me. he didnt know that the first time i had met him was the same night that i met brett, but i guess he remembered me. suprisingly, ive sen him around alot. more than once or twice. we didnt talk to each other obviouslt, but he remembered me. maybe it's fate :]