wow. i havent written for a while. brett is pissing me off. shawn is pissing me off. he thinks that im stupid or something. and bret just doesnt care. ive decided that im not going to call him anymore. if he wants to talk, he'll call. if he doesnt, then w/e. im getting really frustrated. and i gont even know why. i bet you anything that it's matt's negative energy making me feel this way. he has enough negativity for the world to feed off. oh! and matt's pissing me off. he has this obsession for his ex katherine. and brett talks to katherine more than i talk to him. ugh. w/e. i dont care.