Thinking back on the past I realize what all this did. I’ve learnt what to do, and how not to be; That being myself is wrong. Of course I’m not perfect, And this you know; But I’m wonderful, beautiful me. You don’t need me, nor do I need you, Just forgiveness and acceptance will do. We’ve already been through this a lot, I know, But the memories won’t leave my heart. Pushing and pounding trying to escape: But I’ve been through so much I’m torn, My heart has been sewn The stitches are wide and black, Bubbling up with infection. My heart is slowly dying; decaying. I’m losing. Fuck you and all your shallow ideals. You’re a rotten person, its true. Your not amazing, you’re like everyone else. Human. Unwanted and alone I hope that soon she’ll hurt you, The disgusting whore that she is. Been around the block plenty of times; I hear You get what you give and honey your gonna break. I don’t love you, you’re worthless. I’m in love with you, but that will soon change. I’m too good for the shit that you put me through, And my friends have ALWAYS been there. Who was there when your grandparents died? I was Where were your friends then? When your dear cousin dies, who helped comfort you and hold you close as you cried? I was. What “friends” do you have? Smoking and talking shit about others is all that you do. My friend, unlike yours are true, So leave them alone you jealous cunt! Anthony wants to knife you, and so far hasn’t been allowed to You think your tough shit well wait till he does; ‘Cuz I can chance my mind at anytime. Your life is in my hands as my heart is beneath your feet. Don’t make me…