I guess i'll start this "new" diary thing with the weekend that i just spent with Ben. My 18yo amazing darling. I took him with my family down to the cape after going to a concert with him and Dan on friday night. the weekend, i think, went really well. Great quality time with the rents, and they still love him. so he must have gone right somewhere. went to boston today with sharon. we took the T in. and met up with her friend Eddie and some otehr kid for about 15/20 minuets before they had to go home. then a pimp and his cronie came to us and tried to pimp us out. NO JOKE! the pimp was in the suit, with cane, and hat. EVERYTHIGN. it was crazy shit. i got to wear the pimps hat. but didnt have my camera for ONCE! it fucking sucked sooo bad!! then we went around talkign to random people. bitching about the amount of immigrants working in place of the jobless white or black folk out there. we had a really really good time. so much has been happening recently... if only i werent a lazy bastard. maybe some day i'll come back and fill in the blanks.