Well, I'm really glad that noone reads this. Becuase now it is time for me to vent about things that dont really matter to anyone. Which is why it is online. Becuase I have noone to talk to. Except for my therapist, but he dosent count becuase he only tells me that I'm not worthless. Which is huge bull shit. Why does everyone come to me with relationship problems? Whether it be between friends and lovers, everyone seems to find a way to me. I meet people online and within the hour they are asking for my advice. Now, everytime I fix someones relationships, I fuck up my own. So what am I to do? Well, considering how none of my relationships ever work out - I continue to help people and suffer with the consiquences. The most recent example would be - Sharon and Tony were having huge difference. Broke up. He was being a prick, I told her to stop talking to him and seeing him as a friend. SHe dosent, and now wishishes that she had. result - Lindsey (Brad's sister) had a bitch-fest on my ass. That was a bad example but i really dont want to get into the crap going on with ben until later on. I had to spend my tuesday out of school wtih Charlie Ferris, Ashley's bf. NOT FUN! my ribs are purple poka.dotted with bruises from being tickled. It wouldnt have been so bad if Ashley had been allowed to come over after work as well, like she was supposed to . GAAA! then had to go out to DINNER! GAAAA . I still have trouble when people mention that. The memories are just so horrific. *sigh* I really feel like I should be venting about all the bad things going on with Ben. But quite frankly its too depressing. And I love him, very much. very very very much. And everything will work out becuase he loves me too. We just need to talk about it. AGAIN