This is so retarded, finally get the internet back - conquer so many personal demons and shit that I'm fine... then you go and change your flippin' mind AGAIN - well screw that I'm sick of waitign for you Its not fucking love if your gonna be so goddamn manipulative... **only angry becka talking up there** I wish I knew myself... i want so much to be with him, but for some reason its not working. everything i do i do for him... can't someone help me?