Ha Ha no1 gets to read this!!! Lou is ill so im not going out. Im "riding the crimson wave" (quote Cher in Clueless)and cant be assed to do anything at all. That boy James he confuses me amazingly. One minute he is all like "ur ,my soulmate" and the next he is all weird and distant. Strange But i guess im kinda like that too cos sometimes i feel all in love n stuff then sometimes i just feel like i should be single and b flirting like mad cos its my fave sport. Hmmmmmmmmmmmm maybe its the wanting what u cant have thing. Or what i dont know but u only live once and im not a slag but i feel too young to be this tied down But i really like being tied down to James (hee hee kinky) not in that way tho but i like being his girl, huh so confusded poopsicle