hmm well today is our kinda unofficial made up aniversary thing. (cos we dont know exactly what day we started going out) yeah so 6 months. Its one of my longest relationships but it feels like the shortest which can only be a good thing right? Im in love after 6 months i have truely realised how special J is 2 me. A while ago (this is the fisrt time i am saying this/writing this) i was becoming a tiny bit disulusioned with the whole relationship cos we were both stressinjgna bout exams and stuff so we werent getting along as well as usual then one day (entry 43) i went to his house and we just spent the whole day talking and messing around having fun and i jsut fell all the way back in love even deeper than before and i dont think i have stopped smiling since that day. yesterday i went to J's as usual and kinda fell asleep (sorry!!) but as he is the worlds sweetest boyfriend he just let me sleep instead of being selfish and waking me up :) mmmmmm so sweet. when i go thome i wrote 3 pages in my paper diary (lol paper diary) which turned into a kinda letter to him. well i think it can stay where it is for the time being. :) uh today lou and i planned on revising in the sun so at about 11 she came over and we both lay in my back garden and dilligently set to work. 5 minutes later my face was starting to feel like it needed to be covered, luckily my physics book is the exact right size so that was when the revision when down the drain. Yeah last exam tomorow then 10 days of freedom :) woo hoo! just have to get the exam over and done with. physics, whoever invented it and decided it should be made a subject in school, well they deserve to be tarred and feathered, or maybe just left to the justice of us bored to oblivion physics pupils. i dont really have much to say. i got a sunburned cleavage :( or where my cleavage is meant to be anyway. thats all folks xxx