hmmmmmm i havent really been writing cos i feel like im not feeling anything i ont really know how to explain. everything is just so grey, the sky is grey and you cant tell if its will be warm or cold, just grey. school is dull the classes arent hard but not easy, not intereting but not boring, not horible but not fun...its almost 10am i should be in GC just now but i got up late and gonna get the train in. hmmm i dunno how things are wi lou, i miss seeing him in school :( but its really good seeing him when i do, like yesterday. we havent had a decent conversation in a while tho, last time i saw him besides yesterday we were both drunk and then hungover, and the time b4 that was my bday and we were sort of on a weird groove. hmmmm. its was ok yesterday tho, i mean a good groove, sort of :s hmmmmmm im jsut confusing myself now nm. my mom is so pissed off wi me for missing the bus, she thinks i did it on purpose cos laura was late too but i really didnt i woke up15 mins late and i even forgot a load of stuff which proves i was in a rush! im at lauras now bout to have some breakfast. man tuesday is a pretty pointless day... social double GC doube psychology study SE study. blah i think i need some excitement, it will be cool going back to SA, 21 DAYS!!!!!!!! hopefully my passport will arrive tho else i am wholey SKREWED n i will have to stay here and all the money spend on plane tix will be wasted! unless i can change them to August. i will cry if i cant go! right i have blabbed enough now i think ----edit---- *gulps* i have a confession to make... i really really like.....slipknot. DONT SHOOT ME!! *hides*