…cos today I found my friends. they're in my head. I wasn’t planning on writing that but the song just popped into my head so I typed it. Its kinda true I guess cos u cant appreciate how amazing people are if ur in the wrong state of mind, like if ur pissed off or something and convinced someone is anoying you block out all the good stuff. That’s so not what the song is about according to Stephanie but so what I think its cool. Yesterday was another one of those amazing days well actually like 3 or 4 hours of it were the most amazing. I went to see j after I got back from kingussie which I will write about later. Anyway we were just talking and that’s about it but it was so much fun and I just like re-realised why I started liking him in the first place. It was so good and I felt like I was in this suspended animation perfectness or something,. Don’t mind me I'm just being my rambling philosophical wannabe intelligent self so skip my incoherent mutterings if u want. K kingussie, well we went thee at 6ish and everyone wandered down to the beach even Fynn the recluse was out, amazingly he has a sense of humour!!!! I was shocked, now if he was slightly less feminine, came out more often and a lot less cocky he would make some girl (we think Omi) the 2nd best boyf in the world(cos I have the best one!) yeah so we went down to the beach and al started skinning up, he really is crap at rolling in fact I reckon I could do better but whatever. We tried, and failed, to make a bong, we made a P but the water wasn’t deep enough to pull it properly and we had no foil. We played toke killer and then we played throw a baton across the river to eachother and try not to move when it comes whizzing by your ear at a hairs breadth away. Then we played kneel behind people and get someone to push them over into the sand, then we played ping Rachel of the springy branch. We played a lot, its good to play sometimes. I love being a kid, well teenager whatever I embrace my not yet adultness :) I just noticed that its sunny so I'm going to enjpoy it peace love happyness and all the rest xxxxxx J Ps so buggin my speckchecker doesn’t recognise my perfectly feasable words with –ness attatched :( grrr!