OK i dont think im going to explode anymore, thanks to a 3 hour long midnight conversation i think i have realised...well actually i dont know but i have just kinds stopped thinking about all that stressful crap and am concentrating on 1. keeping myself awake 2. keeping myself fed 3. keeping myself ontop of all the things that i a planning to do and have been planned for me to do. well i think thats all i need to think about, im only 16 who needs stress? :D xx -------------------------------- ps i think its kinda cool how the adds at the top of my diary are for offspring tix and stuff :) tho the ads are quite gay i must say