Rammstein - Mein Teil ..anyway...i have been a loner this week without my laura, especially in Spanish and Psychology. Every morning Joel looks at the empty space beside me where she usually walks with a look of longing on his face. This song is pretty creepy, i have read a translation of it, lets just say im pretty glad i dont understand what they're saying most of the time. I have something on my mind, it wont go away, i sort of wish i would but in a way its nice having it there :s i bought Loui some socks today cos he threatened to take the ones i stole from him back as he has run out. The Rasmus - Sophia I wanna go see HIM 4except there are no more bottom floor standing tickets and everyone i know has those, also im blind so if im at the top i wont be able to see for shit, unless i wear my glasses which to be honest is the stupedest thing a person could do at a concert where there is a likelyhood of moshing, The Rasmus is doing a gig in Glasgow in october, that could be cool methinks, it was last time anyway i dont care if people think they are poppy or whatever, they are fun to listen to! Avril - Losing Grip (oh dear im singing along!) I wonder who reads this diary anymore, if ur reading this and i know you, i mean like i have actually MET you please leave a comment even if its just ur name, sof research purposes. hmm i wonder if there is a symbol thingy that will put music notes in like u can do ♥ i guess i will try find out. Do u have any idea how difficult it is to find underwear that u can wear with a backless dress!? and NO i will not go braless, it just AINT gonna happen OK! Hmm i dont actuallt know if there has been anything interesting happening at all lately. OOOHHH i have a sort-of job :) looking after 3 kids under the ageof 8, is ok tho co si get 50squid for the day so WOO money :) tho i lose my whole saturDAY, s'ok tho co si don usually do anything interesting till saturNIGHTS anyway. Maybe will be weekday nights babysitting too, so anyway YAYE money :) AFI - This Celluloid Dream My cousin is living with us at the moment with her fiance, hes pretty cute :) hes a really nice guy PLUs he likes the same music as me so i have an allie(ally?alie?i duno but u no what i mean??) in the house when it comes to tunes :) hes really down to earth so i have an impartial and non judgemental person to talk to in the house now :) Blur - Song 2 WOOO HOO lol anyway back to my blog, i forgotten what i was about to say now :( Nelly - Ride wit Me incase ur wondering why i type alot between some songs and less between others its cos im getting distracted by other sites. i know what ur thinking, thats a sure way to take 5 hours to type a post and get logged off and lose it all but dont worry i have thougght of that and i have a plan heh heh << >> (oh dear i have become a crazy loser freak) I WANT NEW STUFF!!!!i never realised how hard it would be to not have a job! YAYe its friday tomorrow WOO lol, we get to do team building in Psychology tomorrow *kicks the thing sitting on my mind* American Hi-Fi - Another Perfect Day Lou said he would come over tomorrow before shinty, he also said he would call me before he goes to the pub tonight, i hope he doesnt let me down cos i have had enough of feeling angry and then just not being able to BE angry just cos its him :( he better come over tomorrow cos my mom is getting annoyed that he never does. ooh just remembered what Song2 made me forget, my mom is being really horrible lately :( its quite unpleasant. She is just being really nosey and suspicious and v quick to complain and judge me and is totally ignoring my privacy. GGRRRRRRRR RHCP - Throw Away Your Television ...Take the noose off your ambition Reinvent your intuition now... Great she is on the phone now sitting behind me, prob reading this. Anyway jeez man i dont need her on my back all the time, the mosre she criticizes my decisions and actions the less likely i am to want to share stuff with her and then she will get pissed off that i am hiding stuff. its a viscious circle Slick Shoes - Spring Training BTW Jen if ur reading this i saw u earlier, does that mean ur back online? if so yaye!! also if so can u re add me to ur friends list cos at the moment i am not allowed to read ur one liners KoRn - Got The Life My dad is bust doing somehting loud with a drill, its unpleasant. Hmm things are weird i dont know how i feel at the moment except for mystified which is basically not knowing how i feel. Sigh, i miss Lou, i mean sure i see him twice a week but well we spend most of the time eating dinner with his rents and then he is always tired cos he works like... *does "quick" working out sum in head* Mya - Do You Only Wanna Dance ...55+ hours a week and has shinty practice 4 hours a week and plays Shinty every saturday!! hes gonna wear himself out :( Im so bad at saving money! random i know its cos im looking at underwear, i confess im addicted, if it was warm enough and not considered slutty i would walk around in underwear all the time, imagine the money we would all save on clothes! Goldfinger - Here In My Bedroom ooooh imagine this...if u opened a magasine and just touched an item of clothing and there it was, in ur wardrope (it would dissapear the next day of course) HOW COOL would that be!?!?!? it was Isla's idea and DAMN its gonna be a lifelong dream for me, like some people want to grow wings mmm, cup o tea :D Run DMC - It's Tricky I had a funny dream last night, i was crying at the end of it tho which is quite strange, it was a mixture of not being payed for the snake i sold to a dutch guy, Mrs Stevenson accusing me of smoking illegal stff behind the huts (i didnt), being hungover, being at school at night, Louis running away (not from me from mrs S cos he WAS doing the illegal stuff) and his fone ALWAYS BEING DAMN OFF!!!!! I woke up at 2.30 this morning and my bedside lite was on, i deff turned it off before i went to sleep tho so its quite strange, my mom came in to see why my light was on and i was so confused cos i didnt know how it got on. she says she heard footsteps so someone must have turned it on cos i wouldnt have got out of bed to do it. CREEPY!!!! Hoobastank - Never Saw It Coming hmm i dont know if i have anything else nionsensical or even sinsical to say but i feel like typng so i gues i will just continue, i would like to say at this point WELL DONE to those who have got this far, here...have an imaginary gold star. i have given up on my wearing school uniform , the school can go skrew itself, tho i do have some customisation in mind for my tiue, maybe then i will wear it :) oh dear... XTM (i had to look that up btw) - Fly on the wings of Love *does little gay ned dance* will i ever be normal? wait is ANYONE normal? i mean even the most middle of the road person, you know the one...has the same CDs as all her friends, has no public opinions on anything, does well in school (but not too well), dresses in whatever you can buy at GAP and not much else...well she probably has a unique thing about her, maybe under the neat clothes and carefully styled but not outrageous hair she likes to wear kinky latex, or maybe when she is at home alone she puts on slipknot and moshes to her hearts content. No Doubt - Im just a Girl (live) riiight so what the hell am i on about??to be honest im not quite sure. heh heh u need to hear this song.. Boys in the crowd: "I'm just a girl, i'm just a girl in the world..." Girls in the crowd: "FUCK YOU I"M A GIRL!!YEAH I SAID FUCK YOU I"M A GIRL" that was fun :) I dont think im a feminist, i mean sure i think girls are better than guys but i think im more of an equalist if such a thing exists. Jadakiss - Shine I mean its all nice to have doors opened and to be let to go first and stuff, i mean it comes in handy sometimes but thats the point it is an abused power! i get pissed off if a guy wont let me open my own car door, it makes me feel like he sees me as weak and incompetent. Guess what, its deffinately winter, or at least getting there, the air is crispy. GOOD NEWS i'm done typing, the Mad Ship calls goodnight xxx ps Tengo una Madre, un Padre, una Madrasta, un Padrastra, dos Hermanarstros y una hermanastra.