I have been waking up so early cos of going to sleep with my curtains open and the sun rising really early. its not bad tho it means i can get stuff done but i feel pretty blah just now. its quite overcast today bit of a disapointment after our past few days. was nice yesterday but pretty windy :( was playing basketall with the guys esterday it was pretty fun een tho they are so tall that when im ryna shoot a hoop and hey stand rite infront of me its pretty much impossible. i still got some tho. im deff planning on joining the netball team next year but i thinki have fucked my hands and knee from skating so long ago :( myhands weer really sore yesterday stupid doctor wouldnt believe my thumb was broken soo long ago but "slightly sprained" thumbs dont still hurt 4 years later do they??? Mayb if i start taking cod liver oil ... ugh I was having some v strange dreams las night, usually my dreams are realistic but these have been pretty surreal. cant remember much but keep thinking of things then realising i was in a dream Its Cairsti's birthday today and she is planning on a BBQ hen out to buff club, i just bought a rockness ticket tho so im pretty much skint (£56 to last me till i get a job in summer) so duno bout that. dont really know what im meant to be writing bout in here its been so long. I miss Loui.. haha theres a new one...not really. have only seen him for about an hour this week if u dont count letures (i know its only tuesday but i never saw him on sunday eiher at all) im such a loser i used to only see him once a week and i survived i duno what my prob is now. im pretty hungry so sick of my food tho its either all bran, oats or toast EVERY MORNING argh i want oood cheap food that i dont av to cook for myself (wishful thinking i know) right im gonna go shower i didnt get to rinse my conditioner propperly yesterday cos the water went cold, earlier i get up more likely it is that i will get a decent shower :) byeeeex