YAYE no more chool for about 2 weeks :o) unfortunatelly i am working tomorow :o( and monday. but i guess its good cos then i will have some money for a change. Mrs B didnt even finnish marking the english essays (prob cos we all handed them in reeeaally late) so wont know how dismalliy i failed till the end of the holidays. oh well. all the teachers have been hinting that we should treat this holiday as a sort of study eave so we will be ready for th exams in may. nuh uh!!!!dont think so!!!! hmm i know i complain alot about Lou being useless but really he is quite good for a boyfriend. i mean im actually quite a bitch to him if i think about it, im so demanding and when he does do sweet stuff i dont really acknowledge it. also the poor boy must be sooo frustrated cos i wont have sex wi him. we have been together almost 9 months (hey our 9 month anversary is on my sitD year aniversary lol) which im most peoples opinion is forever and maybe i am ready to do it but i just dont wanna regret anything. i mean it took 7 moths for me to trust him enough to want to but then he went and fucked it up so i guess it may take another year before he has regained the trust.hopefully we will last that long, i think we will i hope he thinks so too... hmmmm dunno why im writing all this, Jo im considering making this friends only too but i like getting comments from randoms lol. i have a load of private ones but i just cant be asssd writing in them. i guess i will just have to speak my mind, who cares what everyone thinks. i really dont wanna go to work tomorow :o( my holiday wont really start till tuesday. heh heh my nails are all long and making clicky noises on the keyboard, i sound like a secretary :p i may actually go and do something worthwhile like see what qualifications i need to do what i want to do..would be good if i actually knew what i wanted to do. dunno why that just popped into my head but i guess the reality that i culd leave school in just over a month is kinda setting in. buh bye, well i will still be aroud i think but i mean this is the end of my entry. holy crap i talk crap