ok so maybe i am not so strong, i just realised that without him being there i felt like a vital part of me was missing, that sounds pretty weird but thats just the way it is. He came over on sunday and we just ast in silence on my bed not knowing what to say not touching not anything then i just burst into tears cos well i had cold toes and i just felt like the right place for them would be under hin legs. i dont know if that makes sense but its warm lol but i just felt so lost witout him and i knew that being single would never work. I went over there today and we had a really good time just talking and well i dunno if we did anything besides that, talking and attempting to start our biology homowork and messing around on the computer being losers lol i duno it just felt so right and i dunno i have run ot of words