please, floating beds

Feeling: sluggish
dieting is hard. starving yourself hoping that it gets you somewhere & losing weight is even harder. if you're not use to it then of course it is. i remember when i starved my self through freshman year and i was tiny. i'll get their. no worries about that. all my stomach will get is water and salad. yes to fruit salad! shout out to fruit salad... i'm starting not to care more and more. i only care for those who care for me. respect me, you will be respected. bitter? no honey, its called being honest. i wish i could go out more and have fun. hanging out with people you barely know is fun too, but the core of friends are what keeps you standing. my mom owns ♥ fruit salad does too
Read 23 comments
I remember when I had to stay till like 9:30 in yearbook :[

I'm gonna head to Barnes and Nobles today after school to work on my paper so when you call if I'm wispering in the beginning it will because of that. I don't want some fucker to be like "hush it asian kid!" cause ima go ghetto on their asses.




TORRANCEEEE woop wooop




Last name: Bautista.





[Anonymous]
i know i shouldnt be but i do it anyways, yeh my nephew is pretty awesome i love him to death
yeah, this weekend i am dying my hair a really light brown and the underneath, which is dark brown i am going darker reddish brown.
your monroe looks nice!
diets are lame. but in the end i guess they're worth it. sometimes.
-20 year old stalker loser guy. He went around telling everyone that we had sex and all this horrible shit.. the only reason i found out is because im very good friends with his roomate. That why i've been having problems with people lol. I thought Cody (the 20 year old) was my friend. turns out to be an ass.. I though id always be friends with my old girl friends.. but im not really.blah de dah.. sorry to burry you with all my issues lol. love!!
it's just some of my old pretty good friends, we've drifted apart some since they've all found the love of their lives.. these pretty lame guys who they choose almost anything over. and its like they expect me to stop what im doing because we never hang out anymore. they pushed me away to let their relationships take over their lives. Im not that kinda person when i have a boyfriend.. thats just me. But yeah i've also been dealing with a 20 year-
haha fuck me (no thanks) someone thinks im smart, i think you need to see a doctor about that! u must be mad if im a source of info!:P
yay dont forget your essential fatty acids (food gcse dammit...i still dunno what they do) n eating once in a while so u dont die! woohoo!
be safe, n if u cant be safe, be good
liv
not meaning to sound bigheaded (coz im dumb...its just too many psyc lessons) but i think its anorexia...well good luck k? plz dont lose any more weight...
my thing is just basically what every person with an eating disorder has "distorted body image" thinking youre fatter than u really are, so im determind to lose weight
ah well
liv xx
i miss talking to youuu.
yeah the whole starving thing is kind of hard.
on a salad, water, and fruits diet myself. with a little protein to be on the safe side also.
oh i understand you completely. dont be so nice and so generous to everyone. only people that matter the mostest lol. like my sitdiary lovers :)
your comments always make me smile :D.. hehe

good idea. become heartless like the others!


eaiser said than done.


fruit salad.. yummy yummy!


ashleyyy
All right so what picture do you have in that yearbook?? please tell me it's the one with my hand down my pants!!!!!!!!!

or the one where I have no shirt!



eh? eh?




woo. it's all anette and leo tonight. cause if not I'm gonna have to wait til.mmm...mm....mmm....


friday!!! noooooooooooooooooooooooooo
[Anonymous]
well like u! i am dieting its fucking hard now i go to the gym twice a day plus i work out at home cuz i really wanna lose weight. now i wanna do it for me.. but the main reason why iw anan do it is to get my ex back cuz i really love him now he has a gf! we broke up a while ago n this wednesday march 9th wouldve been our 2 year anniversary im obsessed with him n he still calls me to tell me how happy he is which kills me inside but i cant do
my sis was like "I hope anette comes to mah birthday party if I have one" :[

hahaha. actually...that's wat I WOULd say. muhahahah

I should drop her over at your place since you want a little sis so bad. but if you cry saying that you want me to pick her up cause she's too much Ima be like "ahhhh hellz nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh you didn'tttt"

hahah
[Anonymous]
bulimia nervosa? if ur throwing up/taking laxatives etc or anorexia nervosa... which is funny coz thats just what were studying in psyc at the mo
mine is just "distorted body image" n what can i say...i wanna lose a stone :S
liv xx
ps im adding u if thats ok with you?
haha yay :S it sucks like cold shit
well if you ever need to vent or anything or just talk...
liv xx
I dig fruit salad.

i also dig chocolate ice cream.

...and carrots...
but the ice cream, whoa. good luck.
both our mums own!!!

woo
my aunt made a kick ass fruit salad this weekend. and I was all like.. oh man..if anetters was here then i could share some :[

don't starve urself though. you need some pasta too!!!

lol
[Anonymous]
Leo





























loves
loves














loves












loves















loves





















loves

















loves






















loves

















































loves


anetterS!!!
[Anonymous]
waking up to a welcomed good morning from yours truly is just too awesomeXcore!

:]


and no 5 second silent moments...... if those occur...which I doubt..I'll just hand you over my sis..she ALWAYS has something to say. hahahaha




[Anonymous]
hahaha. my picture is in YOUR yearbook?!
oh man.

some ghetto ass kid from compton:
"who da finnizle is this motha fucka...he ain't from around this hooood!!"
[Anonymous]
arg i hate diets. thats why i weigh 368 lbs.. lol just kidding. im a lean 220 ;) I posted a picture in my entry just for you dearest! check check check it out! and let me know what you think ♠
anything about it except cry my ass off.. neways next my family o gawd okay well my sister is 19 she had a baby n was on drugs n shit so my mom made her move to toronto making me the new mommy of my nephew! so i have like no social life cuz i take care of him all the time i love him and all but i need a life u kno? n skewl wow dont get me started im trying so hard but... im like pratically failing so everything there is fucked! what about u? :)