aaaaaaaaahhhhhh hahahah! this weekend was fun and i didn't even get drunk! i'm proud of myself i almost kinda basically sort of stopped smoking. phillip doesn't find that attractive, not that i care i do what i want and listening to johnny cash reminded me of him so i thought i'd mention it. when i got home on sunday, erik had texted me asking me if i already had gone home. i knew what he wanted. ha! i'm dead beat tired and i honestly don't know why i'm even on the computer maybe cause eddie won't let me go on the phone, wait i just let him go..he talks a lot. i won't be going to carson this weekend i'm just gonna chill with phillip if he doesn't flake on me. we're gonna watch reservoir dogs cause he's never watched it. what a douche. but in two weeks, it's gonna be bangin' literally! mm eruuuuuuuuuk