i feel way too old and 18 is coming up in may. i dont know if its good, bad, or nothing important. i've been isolating myself from everyone since i feel a vibe, a nasty old vibe of frustration & a simple "boring" one too. i need TARA in my daily life, i need the old feeling of FRIENDS around, i love julie for being a blood sister to me (even though she's japanese) & most of all i need jonathan. BROTHER / SISTER CONVERSATION #3 we're all in my mom's room & we're having a weird conversation about kicking each others asses. then my brother hears a noise outside in the kitchen. brother: who's there!!!? dad: it's me me: yea carlos like someone's gonna say, oh hi i'm a robber stealing your stuff come on now... what idiot like that would answer back? haha ------- good times at johnny rockets cousin playing with her fries trying to ask you if you want some of my oreo cookies n' cream blaster. admit it, you want what i got.