i think the only guy that knows me too well and appreciates me to the max is the one and only jaime, the best friend, the brother, the person who plays guitar hero with me until 2am in the morning while he has work on weekends cause i sure as hell don't anymore. he texted me so mad and upset telling me that he's tired of guys being, well guys with me. i told him that it was ok that i was use to it so nothing to worry about. as long as i have my family and friends i think i should be good. music keeps me sane. for the most part p.s: gonzo has a gf and i got mad, he never told me p.s.s: friday = bonfire at cabrillo beach. drank a bit, took care of erik, he bit me and bruised me up. brujo was there and it was too fucking akward, i didnt even say hi.