yea, i guess you can call me a bad friend. i feel bad & i rarely EVER feel bad. i usually don't give a shit. i couldn't help but get into trouble. seems more a routine to me now. in conclusion i couldn't go to your baby shower & i couldn't go with you to the show. if anyone is upset, they have all the right in their minds to be. i just hope that maybe i won't start losing the friends that i have in my heart. i've already lost guy friends since jonathan came into my life. maybe they got butt hurt? my dad is right, i am irresponsible when it comes to communication. why do you think i have 3 saturdays?