i have concluded that i won't be getting the pig tattooed on my foot that would have said "i've bartered tact for wit and I've already made up a billion stories about you" OR "you've given me a heart like a gun and I'm so shocked that I made it through these billion days" but as of now i understand that i would have been getting that for all the wrong reasons. whenever i truly feel relieved and released, i would get my closure with that inked on my body...as for now i will settle for something else. at least i had somewhat of a productive day. waking up at seven, going to the dmv, worked, got paid, went shopping for my moms birthday gift and her decorations for her surprise party tomorrow and subway! compared to subway, i still don't like quiznos haha. this week should be a good one, i think i deserve it.