wow thats wicked annoying i just made a whole entry and it got derleted..but anywayyy me and ryan are cleared up i guesS? figutres..it always happens..i jsut dont tihnk he realized how upset i freaking was..crying for like streaight 24 hours..crying to sleep..for like 3 dayss..i dunno i guess i was over dramatic and stressed...and i got my period..soo i was pmsing...andd lets see..uhh i brougth up the pictures and he said he was there 2 nights? which i didnt even know but whatever i honestly dotn even fuckin care n e more..i know what i need to know and thats enough for me..i dont think ryan knew how upset i was..he just thinks im always cranky or something im not sure..but yeahh he basically thought things were fine when i was def. feeling the exact opposite.he comes one week from today.im happy. goodbye.