and im NOT oh fucking kay. :'( Hey, I guess I'll figure it out The reasons why things went the way they did And why we can't accept it We'd fall asleep, but not before we exorcised the evil thing that everyone hides We would lie there in my bed, Do you remember all those nights we never slept No clothes sweaty doing all the things I never thought I'd do And I did them with you everything I do I do it all for you you've got my heart in your hands 'cause I have learned that all the things that shimmer in this life are sure to fade away, again everything will be ok in the end if it's not ok then its not the end "It's not always easy and sometimes life can be deceiving. I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when were together." x3 You've got my heart forever, I promise. Remember the time we spent together. Remember the days I dreamt forever. Remember the nights we stayed together. Whatever I do I still remember and im trying, but the truth is that im a wreck without you. You asked me how I'd been I guess that's when I smiled and said just fine Oh but baby I was lying What I really meant to say Is I'm dying here inside I miss you more each day There's not a night I haven't cried And baby here's the truth I'm still in love with you That's what I really meant to say.