School and game at Scotland at 4. I love you Blair Marie. ------------------------------------- Only God.... I look at you, looking at me Now I know why they say the best things are free Gonna love you, girl you are so fine, Angel of Mine .... Blair Marie --------------------------------------- aww how freakign cutee ryans proifle and away message todayyy ...ever ince i left hes been soo much more like :):) looooveeyy to me lol llovey is that a word? welll lets see todays the 23rd whichmeans its "officiallllyy" mine and ryans 2 months...even tho weve been like "something togehter" since july but we started 12-23...soo yea 2 official months...uimm i hate meing away from him it jsut gives mea llt hese weird feelings in me:'( and I just hate it...hes at his game right nowwww i calle dbrittany and he doign good he was at 3rd basee and he cough a pop up:) hehe thats all i know ti makes me sad that they are playing baseball in 75 degree weather and 4 days ago i was sitting ther watching him play..and now im sitting here ins now waiting for him to call..i hate going back to the phone calls and shit like that...but i trust him nowww i dont evennnn really feel like he will do what he did to me before..but yeaa makes me sad to know hes playing baseblall with everyone watching him but me:'(...its okkk i see him in 29 days..which is gay cuz thats SOOO LONG..its spring break..but i mean im leaving the 24th i belive moms going to looka t tickets tonigth to see how muhc they are...frirtsch is supposed to come with me..but i know that wotn happen just because she wont get money from her mom and since she has none..yea..and her grades are shitty this year..and her parents piss on her about it..soo she wont be able to go...soo i dunno whos gonan cmoe with me..i wanted daniella to come but shes goign away..and i asked desi and she said she woullld but i dunno if she was being seirous lol but ryan would prolly leave me for here hahah cuz hes loves her..buttt yeaa that would be fun to take des with me haha..buttt if daniella is going away then im sure she will be too..and lets seee..amber? yeaaa that wont work eaither cuz shes who knows goign with her dad? andd tiera is going to the bahamas..and brittany will be with daniella.and stepahnie is goign somewhere with lisa..and those are the only frined i would ask..i woulda sk sam but we dnot talk n e more...shes in her own new world now..but yeaa i miss my ryan:( bye. There'll never be a minute of the day I won't think of you. My feelings are so strong in me, I feel it through and through There'll never be a night that's so dark that we won't shine. Or a dream that we've lost that we can't find. You'll always be, oh the one for me. I think of you from time to time and in between ©MichaelRyan