i loove my litttle boooy weve def. been fighting ever since the day i got back home..lol oh goodnesss its ok thoo it will ony make us stronger riiight? bayba comes home soons oo im gonan try to see her asap. cause shes too coold and cant see m over the summner..uhh ry got in a figth with his mommy :( oh noo he ahs a game tonight i hope he does good cause if he does bad he will be moree crankkky!!! booo...I loove him I really do but i feel like heees feeling a little bit less "in love" with me if you wanna say that...i dunno i jsut wish i knew EXACTLY how he felt and what he thought causee i know its not as it used to be..my feeligns will stay the same forevver,..i just hopeeeee he stilll loves me the same:)but anywayy he should be coming here soon which is good and im very excited I miss him like crazy..however it is much easier to say bye to him i didnt cry last time..soo im getting good iwth that...but i thikn we just need to see eachother..im gonna stop being a brat cause i know im being oneee i think im PMSING? butt i mean heee causes some of the problems too..its BOTH of usss..and im sorrry for allt hat i didd butt he says sorry is never enough..but whattttttever i love the ry:) I need you in my arms, need you to hold Baby your my world, my heart, my soul tomorrow is "officially" 7 months..lets see if he remembers:-/...hmm you hold my heart deep inside of every single part I love you ryan