I'm so emotionally drained today…I think I'm exhausted from all that crying I did last night…((stupid boys))…thank goodness for great friends…((dallan and megan))…today I'm going to watch movies and sleep…I'm also going to back off of all boys for a while…((I'm staying straight))…I want to…I don't know what I want…I want guys to realize that some ladies have emotions and some don't want to be cuddle buddies they either want to just friends or more…I feel so low it's not funny…*sigh*…I feel ugly and unwanted…unloved…unneeded…wow…if he ever wants to be friends with me he's going to need …((excuse the language))…one hell of an apology…but I doubt he'll ever talk to me again unless all of his friends are busy…I'm tired…I'm so sore from walking around all day yesterday at lagoon and at the parade…I hope he wants to talk to me again…but he's going to have to make up for it and it's going to take lots of work…he probably wont think it’s worth it…