*sigh* no more boo koo ever for me this is the second time i've had some and i got the shakes way bad and i felt sick...but after the hyperness wore of the calmness settled in...i really want to cuddle right now...to be held and to be wanted/needed...today went good...i like being told big secrets i need them more often woot woot...so like i almost kissed one of my best guy friends today...way wierd...it was crazy like it was way close and if i had i don't think i could forgive myself...(no offense admit it would have been way weird if i had)...sorry buddy thats ok i was cleansed of it a bit later *sigh* good news boy may be taking a hint...he doesn't hang all over me anymore...very good thing...oh oh oh...i'm never going to wear a skirt to school again! last time i wore a skirt i jumped and hugged my friend but he wasn't expecting it so we fell to the ground...keep in mind i was in a skirt so it was a little bit of a scramble to fix the problem created...to today i wore a skirt yet again and flip flops because "i never wear flip flops" so i wore some...anyways they had no traction whatsoever it was crazy so i was running at this same friend and when i tried to stop i slid and crashed into him and agin we fell to the floor the thought it was funny i felt bad so i've decided never to wear a skirt again! but i have to on the 11th so screw that plan ugh...it was funny wasn't it...*sigh* i want to be held! now! grr! hold me! please...! *sigh*