ok so like two guys tried to cuddle with me last night...way weird...i don't want to cuddle with them i can't believe they tried...i told them both off woot for me! never will i be like her...she's to perfect you said so too...why do i try?...my back hurts so bad i need to go to a chiropractic personage...hopefully i can go this month or next...i asked my mom if i could get a christmas gift early...she seems to think it's a good idea too yah! i hate it when people leave without saying good-bye...i mean come on budda that was really mean then the "other" one was going to leave without saying good-bye 'til i ran up to his car...i did get a hug good-bye so that made me feel a little better...i want to WATCH a movie with them tonight like at someone's house where it's just us no other people to watch us...then he'll like me openly...it's almost like it's a secrect even though almost everybody knows...well that i can think of...