my stupid computer wont let me on msn msngr... i really want to talk to people...certain ones but people none the less...*sigh* i want to be held and cuddled with...i haven't cuddle in so long *cries* why am i so emotional this weekend...oh wait i think i know...oh well i can't do anything about it...(male problems)...i can't do anyghing about it but they can...they probably wont because they don't know whats wrong...oh the mess my head hurts thinking about trying to explain it...oh well