wow...i want to thank all my friends...my mum...my sister...my megan...my landen...my dallan...my kirsten...my tiger...my moo-moo...my bed...my blanket...my banana...my computer...my tv...my dad...my local cemetary...my local cemetary clean up crew...my contacts...my driving permit...my bryan...my nathan...my scott...my goldfish that died the day i got it...my nibbles...my clothes...my local hot topic...my new belt...my pillow...my well i guess the list goes on...basically i just want to have a...i don't know what i'm talking about...i want a guy who will hold me...talk to me...see me for who i am...((which i have no idea who i am so i guess that one doesn't matter))...*sighs*...i want a boyfriend!!...*cries*...not that any of you care just so you know...i want my boyfriend-to-be someone i don't know personally but i want him to be a guy i can get to know not someone that i already know...to bad there isn't anybody who is willing...on a side note...i don't care for girls who sound fake...act fake...grrr!...i'm so glad that i have been forgiven!!...you have no idea what it means to me...this is the first fight i've ever had with them...good thing that i tried to right my wrong quickly...and not let it all sink in to much i probably never would have forgiven myself if i haden't...