today is my birhtday...i got cool stuff...we made homemade icecream...i wanted rubarb cake...the plant died...my next choice what the red devil cake i love...my mom decided to get me an ice cream cake that i wanted last year but she thought i was talking about for nathans b-day...which like like in a day at the time...but i was really hinting for mine...she got it for him not me...so she thought i would want it this year...i didn't want it i wanted the red devil cake...the dumb thing is that we made homemade ice cream to go with ice cream cake! thats stupid!...brad had to leave early...he said he would be able to stay the whole time...his parents lied...i want to talk to him on the phone but my phone kept dropping it...so he didn't want to talk on the phone...i miss him so bad right now...i wanted grilled chicken with rice-a-roni for dinner...ann suggested roast beef...i said it would be ok if we had rice-a-roni with it...well to make it short we didn't get rice-a-roni...this wouldn't bother me to bad but it does because in my family your birthday dinner is a big deal...and i didn't get mine...i wish brad was here to hold me...when i was talking to him on the phone i snapped at him...for nothing...i'm so stupid and spoilled...scott offered and gave me a hug...i love my family i really do...they do so much for me...i love my mom she is the greatest...she sacrifices so much just for my happiness...she's the greatest mother anyone could ask for...i love you mommy! i love you daddy!