umm yes its rainyish outside just like me. its not like i'm sad or depressed or anything, its more like the absence of feeling.. and its sucks. no hope, no happiness, no anger, no rush. ooo boy.. i've got midterms next week i don't think i'm going to the winter ball unless YOU want to take me. this whole thing with nick is bothering me idk if he likes me or not.. i still like him i just wish i knew.. music is cool "konstantine" by something corporate is a wicked terribly good song.