so nicky cuomo says i don't write about him anymore in here. HI NICKY CUOMO shwaaa yesterday sucks, today sucks, what gives me a reason to believe tomorrow won't either? i'm waiting for something, i'm waiting for a someday, and i'm unsure of it's existence. i don't know what it is. i used to think it was summer, now i think it's judgment day. i think i've fucked a lot up. i'm like subconciously opposed to the theory of "live life to the fullest." i suck at everything. and maybe i could even do good in school but i'm too fucking dumb to realize that i should. *so go ahead you can laugh all you want - i got my philosophy - it keeps my feet on the ground - and i trust it like the ground - and thats why my philosophy - keeps me walking when i'm falling down* my journal seems pretty darn emo. background, top left pic, music, quiz results.