my computer is so fucked up. i just spent 5 hours installing windows XP. and now my computer has about 5 fonts on it. and me being the font junkie i am i almost cried. i always want new clothes. and once i go to get them i feel guilty for buying them. meh. i seem to be crying all the time too. i just want to scream hello... my god, it's been so long, never dreamed you'd return. but now here you are... and here i am hearts and thoughts, they fade a w a y . . .