i feel.. energized. 3 more classes of driver's ed :) i get my liscence sometime this summer probably. my mom was actually talking to me today about getting a car. she was like "what kind would you want?" and apparently my parents talked about it because she had a list of cars my dad wanted me to have blahblahblah. if not i get my uncle's '95 infiniti, flipping awesome. except repairs would kill. i'm still really sorta mad that ryan didn't come over last night. no weed no ... whatev, it just would have been nice. anyways i blasted teenage wasteland and ran around my house and watched sixteen candles =) i'm doing okay in school. boosts my... whatev. i have to go for a ... oh i don't know something medical tomorrow. and it most likely won't freak me out until 2 seconds before. "shoot for the moon, even if you miss, you'll land among the stars" oh yeah. and hopefully the children of fucking american suburbia won't see the black hole in the background. maybe they'll forget the moon is just about the closest thing to earth. and maybe they'll make honor roll at burbsville junior high. it keeps them clean, right? well you can take you fucking money and run, live in nice houses, and name your kids ashley and kyle all the way to hell. i'm aiming for the fucking stars. i'm aiming for the fucking galaxies with crazy aliens in them. i'm aiming for the black holes. because if someone doesn't... who will?