this song was written FOR ME. i swear to god. "i've always been in love with you i guess you've always known it too... you took my love for granted, why, oh why why must we always say goodbye?" well. that comment for some odd reason infuriated me. me, and the rest of my family, pretty much go by the saying, "if you want it done right, you've got to do it yourself." this comes from the fact that all of us are control freaks, and from past experience. my friend's computer is not usable. reason: someone came to fix it and made it worse. now, we have been on the phone with pakistanis from dell, bill gates wannabes from microsoft, and your friendly telemarketer sound-alike from MSN for days at a time. rather than allowing some guy come in and toy around with your computer, we talked to people, seperated fact from fiction, and got it done RIGHT. and if you want to know, our computer now works FINE, thanks to MY HARD WORK. 8-). i have been cheated out of food twice today. meh. i wish it were summer. i really don't know what to say. i don't belong with journals. whatever. its nice to pretend. i'm hallucinating. i have a question if anyone knows the answer PLEASE tell. was the song "waiting room" by fugazi in a car commercial? it sounds so much like it was or should be. you're one lonely star...