i was going to give you a super long depressing entry, but i do believe i am manic depressive.. so you know, that faded. well today was enjoyable. had school :ick: which also involved a lot of homework. and the AP forms from history. i laughed. of course i didn't get in. it was a joke, i guess, just for the hell of it. well i stayed after w/ berly val and allie. fun stuff. we went to CC, i fell over when i was trying to tell allie i had shoes at my house she could wear after b/c she had flip flops on. then we went to berly's and walked to behind pentimento's near the resevoir. we :tried: to break the ice w/ rocks. and there were these kids walking out on the ice and it was really thin and we seriously thought they were going to die. then we went back to berlys and danced to M2M, haha. well i felt really sick after.. i had soup for dinner.. attempted homework. took a shower. and now im here. i hope life just throws me something really neat.. just interesting.. not necessarilly something great.. just different. and to feel great too. well. now. goodbye.