so. i figured i would put in another entry. 2 in 2 days. record huh? dilemma (prepare for a bunch of highschool drama mumbo jumbo): valyncia + nick. i can't believe it but its happening. and well me and him are way way over. but i still feel ..shitty? i really don't care but... A. its her and nick. and hes amish. and she is far from amish. B. i feel like i can only hang out with him at certain times. C. this whole thing wouldnt be so bad if he weren't so emotional. i'll do something like tie my shoe the wrong way and i'll "ruin his life." so blah. well anyways. schools almost in. it makes me sad. and like i really didnt accomplish anything this summer. well i guess it wasn't that bad. i just have high expectations about a fairy tale summer, where we wander the town eating ice cream and i'm holding hands with this beautiful guy who has a fast car and a gee-tar with "boys of summer" playing in the background. hmm so the rest of my summer: tonight - hanging out with costellooo and bo geddes if im not mistaken. tomorrow - providence place mall... possibly (read the nick/val thing) monday - maybe hanging out with nigel.. TABLOID! or nick :-/ and then pinky's pahhhty tuesday - i'm free. i think i have guitar at 5. wednesday - 1st day of school. well at least i'll have something to complain about and have a horrible life. it seems to be so cool these days. leave me comments, you inferior mortals yeah thats right i can live FOREVER no but seriously, leave me some... i'm having comment withdrawal.