I love how fuckin much of a cynical asshole my mother is. Like, she's the only parent i have around for anything, and she's such a hypocritical bitch. I work 6 days, 40-45 hours a week, and im sick. yet she still bitches at me about not making it to church because i was sleeping trying to get better so i can continue to work and be ABLE TO PAY RENT. and shit like that...and its ALWAYS STUPID ANNOYING ASS SHIT LIKE THAT. She lives to piss the world off. like seriously, at this point in time, i could care less if her heart valves just closed up and she FUCKING CROAKED. she always bitches at me about how she has no money, GET A JOB YOU FUCKIN CUNT. STOP SUCKING OTHER PEOPLES COCKS GO GET A QUICK $20. DISABILITY MY ASS, IF YOU CAN JERK A COCK YOU CAN TYPE. carpal tunnel. IF YOU HAVE CARPAL TUNNEL THEN I HAVE THE ELEPHANT MAN DISEASE or what the fuck ever. i have a job, i have my own shit. i think id be better off just staying the fuck away from the white trash hooker for good. she aint nothin but problems. i dont need a god mother fuckin damn thing from her, except maybe to steal her pills once in awhile. fuck her. fuckin, fuck my whole drug induced retard family. I just got my paycheck, im thinkin of goin to overblow on coke and die. bittersweet isint it? the most irresponsible and immature way to go out, just what EVERYONE'S EXPECTATIONS ARE FOR ME. maybe, just maybe. ill get a bit of respect then.