I've achieved.. -Exasperating my agression on the drunk people. -Finalizing things with Ashley. -Making a pact with myself about leaving the weed and vicoden behind. -Coming to the realization that I don't need to depend on anybody but myself, I CAN'T. I simply don't trust anybody. Because people have a track record of fuckin my shit up just because they thought it would be funny. Well, thank you. -I'm done chasing women, i'm done letting them get to me. Women make things way too complicated and frustrating to even think about keeping one around. -I used to let shit bother me and watch it eat away at my concious and my heart. Now i see that closing myself off to everybody is easy as hell. I don't have to deal with your stupid emotional problems, i don't have to cheer you up, fuck you. You get to deal with it your god damn self. I guess that totally takes away who i am, who i used to be. I know i had a soft spot in my heart for people, but it's been fucked with entirely too much, so I'm done. I'm not naming names, they know who the fuck they are. -I've got talent, i know i do, i just never used it. Now that all the stupid teenage BULLSHIT is behind me, i can use it. I plan on being successful just IN SPITE of everybody. Yes, who ever thought of that. I'm succeding just because I HATE YOU. I'm going to be something just so i can get the fuck away from all you phony fucks. Sigh, the baby's crying. I'm done here anyways. In closing, fuck off.