one of the worst nights i can remember in a long time. i went 2 days without sleeping and decided to sip on some yeager.. heh good idea. i damn near passed out at D's house about 4 times, totally wasted the whole night trying to keep myself awake, striving to stay in the conversation, but my lack of energy/sanity proved to be too much for me. completely fucked up talking to julie, due to me drinking 3 hours before i actually GOT TO D'S. I was all wrecked by 10pm, which is absolutely no fun for anybody, including myself. i posted up between dara and julie for most of the night, dazing in and out of conciousness due to overexhaustion. i completely fucked my entire night, as usual. Seriously, if i could take tonight back i would, it was a complete failure in my book. I even called jules aside to purposely get that shit behind me but i completely failed due to my alcohoism. I just wish i could fix everything. I dno, just another failure in the life of me. The night started out good, but just went drastically downhill as soooooooon as i got to Dara's. I dno what to say..fuck it im out.
I put myself in one of the worst fucking situations EVER. i shoulda known better. I even stated that i dont drink anymore due to me doing STEWPID.
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