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I just got home from going with Jamie and everyone to pick out our Bride's Maids dresses and this is the one we're wearing!!

I fixed dinner for Ivan last night after he got home. I cooked hamburger helper, green beans, and cookies. He said it was pretty good. Then we just went to bed! :) But Melissa at work called me last night and wanted to work for me, so I let her! :) Ivan was off work today too so him and I spent the day together. We went out to eat at the Steakhouse and got my check, then went to Southern Rose and he got a new tattoo. It's a joker coming through a joker card. It's really cool, I like it a lot. I'm going to get one Saturday! :) Which one do you like? Post comments PLEASE!! xoxo

One of my BEST friends, Jamie, (the beautiful lady on the right in the pic below) is getting married on August 13th and she called me yesterday to ask me to be in her wedding! :) Ivan's in it too because her fiance, Chad, is his cousin! :) We went shopping for her little girl's flower girl dress yesterday and this Saturday, we're going to pick out our Bride's Maids dresses! :) I'm so happy for her! :) (That's her sister, Jessie, on the left! She's the Maid of Honor!) xoxo

Well, I was at work for a whole two hours today! Another girl came in and wanted to pick up a shift today so I let her work for me and I just brought my happy little ass on home! :) But I'm going to go clean up my room and do some laundry! I'm so in love with my puppy!! :) Just thought I'd post a pic for y'all!! :) Isn't he just adorable?! xoxo

I didn't work Friday because I have been really sick and I felt like shit so I found someone to work for me and I slept all day Friday, didn't get up until 4:00 pm! Then Ivan, Lindsey, and I went to Darrell's party at JMU. It was pretty fun, definitely a good turnout! :) Saturday night, Ivan and I took Lindsey out to eat for her birthday Wednesday and rented some movies and went back to Ivan's and watched Dodgeball and Rounders. Then Sunday morning, we watched Freddy vs. Jason. Then we cleaned the WHOLE place and rearranged the living room, it's a lot prettier now! :) Then we watched Troy, it was SO good! Brad Pitt was WAY hot in it! :) But I've gotta head to work now, so post later... xoxo

Wow, so I definitely haven't posted in a while 'cause my computer was effin' busted, but it's working now!!! :) Yay! Anyway, I ended up working in the kitchen at work on New Year's so I was exhausted when I finally got home, didn't even drink any alcohol, and went to bed very shortly after the ball dropped! Yup, I'm a loser! But at least I got to spend New Year's with my baby! :) Darrell's having a party tonight at JMU with a DJ and a keg so we're all going! :) Lindsey's picking me up when she gets off work, then we're picking Ivan, Jerry, and Aaron up and we're all riding down there, then we'll probably all end up going back to Ivan's and staying the night because we have the extra bed in what used to be Gene's room and we just got a futon in the living room! :) But I'm excited, Ivan and I haven't been out for a while! So I'm gonna go now and go take a shower and get ready to have some fun!!! "Every long lost dream led me to where you are Others who broke my heart, they were like northern stars Pointing me on my way into your loving arms This much I know is true That God blessed the broken road That led me straight to you" xoxo

Nothing's really been going on in my life here lately, so I don't know what to write about... Christmas was good! :) I got the OC Season One DVD set and I bought myself the Newlyweds Season One DVD set! :) I really haven't been doing much, just working and hanging out at Ivan's! :) Don't get me wrong though, this isn't a bad thing! There's nowhere else I'd rather be than spending time with Ivan!! xoxo

Well, I haven't posted in awhile, so here goes... I didn't do a whole lot this past weekend, just stayed up at Ivan's most of the time. I managed to get someone to cover all my shifts at work this week, except today so I'm getting ready to go into work now. I babysat for mom's friends in Crozet while they went out Tuesday night, other than that, I've pretty much just chilled at Ivan's all week. I got Jamie's Christmas presents yesterday, I got her Battle of the Sexes boardgame and a set of three puzzles. Jamie, me, and Jordan are going shopping today when I get off work at 2. Ivan's mom brought him a couple of his Christmas presents early yesterday. She got him a new table and chairs and a little refrigerator! They're so cute! I love 'em! :) "What's a soul mate? It's like a best friend, but more. It's the one person in the world who knows you better than anyone else. It's someone who makes you a better person because they inspire you. A soul mate is someone you carry with you forever. It's the one person who knew you and accepted you and believed in you before anyone else did, or when no one else would. And no matter what happens, you'll always love them. Nothing can ever change that." OH... I want to dye my hair blonde again! What do y'all think?! PLEASE leave comments and let me know!!

Remember when boys meant yuck and friends were new, recess was too short and life was too long, decisions came easy without the need to belong, storks delivered babies and passions weren't so strong, friendships were unbroken, right was right and wrong was wrong, bad things didn't happen, only skinned knees brought tears, the night light in it's socket quieted all our fears, farewell meant just for summer, and real friends didn't part, the fun went on forever and never left a broken heart... xoxo

I was bored and decided to make a list of my all-time favorite songs... (In alphabetical order!) 311 - "Who's Got The Herb?" 98 Degrees - "Invisible Man" and "I Do (Cherish You)" Aaron Lines - "You Can't Hide Beautiful" AC/DC - "You Shook Me All Night Long" Aerosmith - "Angel" and "Janie's Got A Gun" Afroman - "Because I Got High" Alabama - "Song Of The South," "Mountain Music" and "High Cotton" Alan Jackson - "Monday Morning Church" Alanis Morissette - "You Oughta Know" Alice In Chains - "Dirt" Alicia Keys - "If I Ain't Got You" Alison Krauss - "When You Say Nothing At All" Allman Brothers Band - "Soulshine" Andy Griggs - "You Won't Ever Be Lonely" and "She Thinks She Needs Me" Ashlee Simpson - "Just Let Me Cry" Bad Company - "Shooting Star" Black Crowes - "She Talks To Angels" Blind Melon - "No Rain" Bob Dylan - "Everybody Must Get Stoned" Eric Clapton - "Wonderful Tonight" Gretchen Wilson - "When I Think About Cheating" and "Homewrecker" Guns 'N Roses - "Sweet Child O' Mine," "November Rain," and "Patience" Hootie and the Blowfish - "Let Her Cry" Jagged Edge - "Let's Get Married" Kenny Chesney - "That's Why I'm Here" and "What I Need To Do" Led Zeppelin - "Stairway To Heaven" Lynyrd Skynyrd - "Freebird" and "Simple Man" Marshall Tucker Band - "Can't You See" Nine Inch Nails - "Hurt" Sublime - "Smoke Two Joints" and "Wrong Way" Tim McGraw - "Don't Take The Girl" and "Why We Said Goodbye" Tom Petty - "Last Dance With Mary Jane" Tupac - "Baby Don't Cry (Keep Ya Head Up Part II)" Van Morrison - "Brown Eyed Girl" (Yes, I like a wide variety of music!)

Just got done babysitting for Crystal at work again, the kids are really good though and at least she payed me this time! :) I'm staying home tonight because Ivan's some place else. I can't say where, although my close friends already know, I just ain't putting our shit out there like that. It's only 9:42, but I'm tired and I don't have my baby to sleep with so I might as well hit the bed and TRY to get some sleep without him! :-/ *Goodnight and Sweet dreams!* xoxo She grew up in an Indiana town, Had a good lookin' momma who never was around But she grew up tall and she grew up right With them Indiana boys on an Indiana night Well she moved down here at the age of eighteen, She blew the boys away, was more than they'd seen I was introduced and we both started groovin' She said, "I dig you, baby, but I got to keep movin' on." Last dance with Mary Jane, one more time to kill the pain I feel summer creepin' in and I'm tired of this town again Well I don't know, but I've been told, You never slow down, you never grow old I'm tired of screwin' up, tired of goin' down, Tired of myself, tired of this town, Oh my, my, oh hell yes - Honey put on that party dress Buy me a drink, sing me a song, Take me as I come 'cause I can't stay long

My goals for the future..... (Okay, so maybe I'm dreaming?!) ** Go to the beach a LOT this summer! ** Get married to my baby by the time he's 25 ** Get our own house ** Start a family, hopefully we'll have a little boy first and name him Hunter Nathan or Denver Nathan, then a little girl named Rebecca Dawn ** Go to the beach at least once every summer ** Go to NY to see the Christmas tree lighting ** Go watch the Macy's Thanksgiving Day parade (I'll add more later!)

You Know You're From Virginia When... Speed limits are just suggestions You have at least two friends who have no idea what their relatives do...because its "top secret" government work Most of your senior class went to Mason, JMU, Tech, VCU or UVA When people ask where you're from, you tell them DC because its easier to explain You've never told someone you're from Virginia without putting "northern," "central," or "southern" in front of it (See above.) It's not actually tailgating unless your bumper is touching the car in front of you. You know yellow light means at least 5 more cars can get through. A red light means 2 more can. You actually know what the black boxes at stoplights are for. You are amused by visiting relatives who are actually excited to see Washington, DC You took a field trip to Williamsburg as a kid You are amazed when you go out of town and the people at McDonalds speak English You or someone in your family has a Smart Tag An inch of snow and you miss 3 days of school All the potholes just add a little excitement to your driving experience Crown Victoria = undercover cop Subway is a fast food place. The transportation system is known as Metro, and only Metro. They just tore down the old farm house across the street and put 12 new McMansions in its place For the cost of your house, you could own a small town in Iowa If you stay on the same road long enough, it will eventually have three new names. You have to dial the area code to call your neighbor "Vacation" means spending a day at King's Dominion or Busch Gardens. "Going to the River" means any stream with water. You have never been served tea without the waitress asking "sweet or unsweetened?" Your favorite past time is telling West Virginia jokes. Anyone who can't trace his or her ancestry back to at least four generations in Virginia is an outsider. "Going to the beach" means anywhere from Ocean City to Virginia Beach to Myrtle Beach. You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Virginia. Get Your Own "You Know You're From" Meme Here More cool things for your blog at Blogthings

So... it didn't really snow last night, just a little bit of flurries during the day. I went up and stayed at Ivan's (of course!) and we looked through the Bulletin Board at cars to see what he's gonna get me, we still don't know yet though! I'll be SURE to post when we figure it out! :) "I've learned that things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past or try to cover it up. It simply means that you move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it just means accepting that some things just weren't meant to be." xoxo

So I finally got someone to take me down to the DMV and I got my license today!!! :) Now I just need a car, but Ivan's gonna buy me one! Oh yeah, and it SNOWED today!! It didn't stick or anything, but it was definitely snowing!! They're calling for snow tonight, a Winter Weather Warning! God, I hope it snows!!!! xoxo

And some more surveys, because I'm THAT damn bored! Survey #1: 1. My desktop shows: A picture of me and Ivan 2. Book I'm reading: Not reading anything right now 3. On my mouse pad: Don't have one, it got lost somehow, I need to buy one though 4. Favorite board game: Monopoly 5. Favorite magazine: CosmoGirl 6. Favorite smell: French Vanilla 7. Least favorite smell: Somebody's puke 8. Worst feeling in the world: Rejection 9. Favorite sound: The sound of rain on a tin roof 10. First thing I do when I wake up in the morning: Wish I could go back to sleep 11. Rings before I answer the phone: I answer it as soon as I hear it 12.Favorite color: Pink 13. Do u like ur name?: Yeah! 14. I was named after: My dad, I think, uggghhh 15. Favorite food: Pasta 16. Do u drive fast?: When I do drive 17. Chocolate or vanilla?: Chocolate 18. Worst disaster I fear: Losing the one I love 19. Storms, cool or scary?: Scary!! (Unless I'm with my baby, then I feel safe!) 20. My first car: Haven't had one of those yet! 21. Dead or alive, I would like to meet: Benji Madden from Good Charlotte 22. Zodiac sign: Taurus 23. Favorite drink: Mountain Dew 24. Favorite vegetable: Broccoli with cheese 25. If I could have any job, it would be: A high school English teacher 26. Hair, long or short: Looooong! 27. Times I've been in love: I don't know, but I sure as hell am now!! 28. Glass, half-empty or half-full: Half- full 29. Do I type with my fingers over the right keys?: Yeah 30. Favorite movie: There's a lot, lol... the Fast and the Furious, Pirates of the Carribean, Sid and Nancy, Crazy/Beautiful, etc... 31. What's under my bed?: Nothing 32. Lucky number: 27 33. Favorite sport to watch: Are you ready for some FOOTBALL?! 35. On my bedside: Alarm, lamp, cell phone, pictures 36. Pillows on my bed: 7 37. In case of fire, I'll take: My cell phone and my pictures 38. I admire: My cousin, Carrie 39. Best thing ever invented: Cell phones 40. Most influential person: My cousin, Carrie 41. Favorite place(s): Ivan's house! 42. Do I say my prayers?: Not like I should 43. Minutes I spend in the shower: 20 some 44. Most prized possession: Cell phone 46. Jewelry I wear: Earrings, rings, bracelet 47. Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi 48. What I had for breakfast: Nothing, don't usually eat breakfast 49. Favorite time of the year: Summer!! 50. If I were a cartoon character, I would be: Tweety Bird Survey #2: **Name: Terin **Birthdate: April 27, 1986 **Eye Color: Dark brown **Hair color: Dark brown **Long or Short hair: Loooong! **Fav Color: Pink **Fav Song: "Don't Take The Girl" by Tim McGraw **Fav Band: Fletcher Bridge and Good Charlotte **Smoker?: Nope! **Drinker?: Yeah!! **Fav non alcholic beverage: Mountain Dew **Fav Alcholic Beverage: Easy Lays **Fav Food: Pasta **Do you party?: Yeah!! **Best friends?: Ivan, April, Jordan, Jami, Crystal, Lindsey, Ashlyn **Are you Jealous?: Of?? No! **Naughty or Nice?: Nice, but can be naughty! ;) **Fav Flower?: Roses! **What do u love most?: Ivan!! **Shower or bath?: Shower, 'cause I never have time for a bath anymore **Hot tub or Pool: Pool!! **Ever done something you regreted?: Yeah :-/ **Stupidist thing you ever did?: The thing I regret and I'm not mentioning **What's the nicest thing you've done for someone?: No idea! **Nicknames?: T-Beam, T, Terani, Gummi Bears, DC, etc... **Pets: At my mom's I have 2 dogs and a cat and at Ivan's I have a puppy!! **Fav place to be?: Ivan's!! **Do you like camping?: Yeah **How do u vent?: Yell! or drink! **Sun or Rain?: Sun!! **Hot or Cold: Hot!! **City or Country: COUNTRY!! **Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi **Who's a better friend a guy or a girl?: I don't know! **Fav Movie: They're listed above Survey #3: ----------------INFORMATION------------ -- Name: Terin -- Birthdate: April 27, 1986 -- Current Location: W'boro, VA -- Eye Color: Dark brown -- Hair Color: Dark brown -- Righty or Lefty: Righty -- Zodiac Sign: Taurus -- Innie or Outtie: Innie -----------------DESCRIBE------------------ -- The shoes you wore today: My tan Timbs -- Your fears: Dying unloved -- Two things you'd like to achieve: Get married and start a family! -----------------WHAT IS------------------ -- Your most overused phrase on aim? Lol! -- Your thoughts first waking up: Can I go back to sleep? --The first feature you notice in the opposite sex? Eyes and smile -- Your best physical feature: My eyes -- Your bedtime: Whenever Ivan and I get tired -- Your most missed memory: Beach Week '04 -----------------YOU PREFER------------------ -- Pepsi or coke: Pepsi -- McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King -- Single or group dates: Single -- Adidas or Nike: Adidas -- Chocolate or vanilla: Chocolate -- Cappuccino or coffee: Capuccino -----------------DO YOU------------------ -- Smoke: No! -- Cuss: Yeah -- Take a shower everyday: Yeah -- Have a crush(es): No, I have a boyfriend -- Do you think you've been in love?: Yeah, I am now! -- Want to go to college: Yeah, but I don't see it happening -- Like high school: I did when I was there -- Want to get married: Yes! -- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: Yeah -- Believe in yourself: Yeah -- Get motion sickness: No -- Think you're attractive: Sometimes -- Get along with your parents: With my mom, not my dad -- Like thunderstorms: They're pretty, but they're scary! -- Play an instrument: No ------------IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU-------------- -- Drank alcohol: Yeah, last two nights! -- Smoke(d): Yeah, last night -- Done a drug: Nope, I quit that! -- Have Sex: Yeah -- Made Out: Yeah -- Gone to the mall: Yeah -- Eaten sushi: No, never have -- Been on stage: No -- Gone skating: No, but I want to go iceskating -- Made homemade cookies: No -- Been in love: Yeah!! -- Dyed your hair: No -- Stolen anything: No -----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------ -- Flown on a plane: Yeah -- Missed school because it was raining?: No -- Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: Yeah -- Cried during a Movie?: Yeah, all the time -- Ever thought an animated character was hot?: No -- Had an imaginary friend: No -- Been on stage?: Yeah -- Had your hair cut: Yeah -- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: Yeah -- Been called a tease: Yeah -- Gotten beaten up: Nope, never! -- Been in a fight: Yeah -- Shoplifted: No -----------------THE FUTURE------------------ -- Age you hope to be married: 22 or 23 -- Number and age of children: at least 2, when I'm about 23 or 24 -- Describe your Dream Wedding: in a big church, all my friends and family there, and my cousin Carrie singing -- What country would you most like to visit?: Europe ----------------FAVORITES------------------ -- Shampoo: Treseme -- Fav Color: Pink -- Day/Night: Night -- Summer/Winter: Summer!! -- Lace or Satin: Satin ----------------RIGHT NOW------------------ -- Wearing: My work clothes 'cause I'm about to go to work -- Drinking: Mountain Dew -- Thinking about: How bad today's gonna suck! -- Listening to: Nothing ---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------ -- Cried: No -- Worn jeans: I am right now -- Met someone new online: No -- Done laundry: No -- Drove a car: No -- Talked on the phone: Yeah

I had a BLAST at the rodeo Saturday night! :) The PBR Champion, Mike Lee, was there and he won first place! It was so much fun though! :) Then we had our Christmas party for work last night at the Clocktower in Staunton and lemme tell ya, I got WASTED!! Tiffany's boyfriend, Dylan, bought me an Easy Lay, then Nina came up to me and said "Here, take a shot with me!" So I did, then my old boss, Chuck, bought me a Fuzzy Navel, then I bought myself a shot of Wild Turkey and I was screwed!! Kenny came and picked us up because there were mad cops everywhere and on the way home, I had to have him pull over on the side of the interstate so I could puke. Then I puked in Ivan's driveway when we got home and he had to carry me inside, put me in bed, undress me, and redress me. lol! He must really love me... haha! :) But anyway, I had a really good time! :) xoxo

Five Bands/Artists/Groups You've been listening Lately(in no particular order): 1. Fletcher Bridge 2. Good Charlotte 3. Gretchen Wilson 4. Kenny Chesney 5. Eminem Top Five Locations I'd Like To Run Away To: 1. California 2. Hawaii 3. Bahamas 4. The Carribean 5. Florida 01. Name: Terin 02. Gender: Female 03. AKA: T-Beam 04. Zodiac Sign: Taurus 05. Birth date: April 27, '86 06. Height: 5'5 .Favorites. 07. Color: Pink 08. Color to Wear: Pink 09. Number: 27 10. Piece of clothing: Hoodies 11. Quote: "I want to go back to believing in everything and knowing nothing at all." .Random. 12. How many people have you slept with: that's for only me to know 13. Do you have b/f or g/f: yeah 14. Sexuality: Straight 15. Your sexiest feature: my eyes 16. A place you want to have sex: on the beach 17. Kinky things you like: that's for me and Ivan to know ;) 18. A sexual fantasy: again, that's for me and Ivan to know ;) 19. A fragrance that makes you think of sex: I dunno 20. Largest age difference between you and a partner: 5 years 21. The best lover you've been with: Ivan!! .Last Time You. 23. Danced: last night at Mossy Creek 24. Smiled: last night 25. Laughed: last night 26. Had a phone call: this morning 27. Who was it: Ivan .Which Is Better. 28. Sunrise or Sunset?: sunset 32. Coke or Pepsi?: Pepsi 34. Yesterday or Tomorrow?: tomorrow 35. Red or Blue?: blue 40. Black or White?: white 41. Ocean or Forest?: ocean 42. Dogs or Cats?: dogs 43. Day or Night?: Night 44. Cremation or Burial?: Burial 45. Even or Odd?: even 46. City or Countryside?: Countryside 47. Vanilla or Chocolate: chocolate 49. Pen or Pencil?: Pen 50. Summer or Winter?: summer 51. Destiny or Choice?: Destiny 52. Alone or Together?: Together 53. Silver or Gold?: silver yes or no 54. You keep a diary: yes 55. You sketch or do things while on the phone: yes 56. You have a secret: yes 58. You procrastinate: yes 59. You fold your underwear: no 60. You talk in your sleep: yes, sometimes 61. You eat fast: yes 62. You get horny: yes, who doesn't? 63. A naked photo of you exists: no 64. When the alarm goes off you immediately get up: yes 65. You enjoy being photographed: yes .The Basics. 66. Birthstone: diamond 68. Right or Left Handed: Right 69. Glasses, contacts, or neither: both, but usually wear the contacts 70. Spouse or significant other: Ivan :) 71. Parents married, divorced, or other: never were married 72. Hobbies: computer, shopping, time with Ivan, working, lol 73. Eating Habits: probably really bad for me, a lot of fast food 75. Favorite non-alcoholic beverage: Mountain Dew 76. Favorite meal: macaroni and cheese 77. Favorite vegetables: broccoli with cheese 78. Favorite junk food: Martin's potato chips 79. Favorite candy: gummi bears 80. Favorite dessert: pumpkin pie 81. Favorite cookie: chocolate chip with m&m's 82. Favorite ice cream: chocolate chip cookie dough .Hygiene Habits. 83. Shampoo used: Treseme 84. Conditioner used: Treseme 85. Styling products used: Treseme mousse and hair spray 86. Makeup: CoverGirl stuff 87. Deodorant brand and scent: Lady Stick or something? 88. Favorite perfume/cologne fragrance: perfume - CK Eternity, cologne - Nautica 89. Nail polish: not usually, unless I get my nails done 90. If yes, favorite color: pink 91. Do you sing: I can't, but I try! 92. If so, what do you sing: songs on the radio 93. Dress Habits: don't know? 94. Driving Habits: don't drive 95. Something hanging from the rearview mirror: 97. Radio or tape playing while driving: 98. Do you sing along: .Miscellaneous. 99. What's on your answering machine: "Hey y'all, you've reached Terin's cell phone, sorry I missed your call, but leave a message and I'll call you back. Thanks!" 100. What is the coolest gift you've ever received: my diamond ring from Ivan! 101. What's the coolest gift you've given: I dunno 102. Have you received flowers in the past year: yeah 103. Assuming you have one, what's sitting on your computer monitor or in your work area: nothing 104. About how many books do you own: um, 15 or 20? 105. About how many of those have you read: all of them 106. Do you collect anything: clowns 107. Do you own a calendar or date book: yeah 108. When you're jotting down notes, do you print or write (cursive): print 109. When you doodle, what do you draw: hearts or spirals

I'm just sitting here, waiting on April to finish getting ready and come pick me up! Then we're off to CVS to pick up my pictures and then going to Mossy Creek to watch Fletcher Bridge!! I'm so excited! I love these boys! They can totally rock out!! Then if I can find I ride, I'm going to stay up at Ivan's and tomorrow morning Jordan's taking me to DMV to HOPEFULLY get my license FINALLY! *Let's pray!* Then tomorrow night, we're going to the rodeo with Ivan's family and Sunday we're going to my Christmas party for work at the Clocktower! Should be an exciting weekend, I can't wait to get it started!!! "There is nothing scarier than getting what you want because that's when you really have something to lose." - The OC "It's just something that happens as you grow up, you realize it's less important to have more friends and more important to have real ones." - Laguna Beach xoxo