hmm..nothing to do. i've been sitting in my room alot latley. doing nothing. crying. laughing. sitting here. going on the computer. watching tv. thinking. i dont know. i want the summer to end..as dumb as that sounds. since mike found someone, hes never here anymore, he was at my house every single day, we had so much fun. well atleast i did. now all we do is fight, and its always my fault because i always start it. hes my bestfriend. and now im losing him all to a girl hes seeing. its only been about a week that he hasnt been here, but it seems like forever. we'd always talk about how we'd be lonley forever, how we'd never find someone..heh. well looks like things have changed, for him. its only me that has no one, and i never will. and everytime i do have someone, my friend likes him and he goes for her, or he doesnt like me or something screwed up like that. i dont think he realizes what hes doing to me, this has happend before with my other best friend, alisha. she got a boyfriend and she totally ignores me, they brake up..she comes running back, i feel so used. mike knows that im upset about this..but he doesnt seem to care..everywhere i go someone is with someone. will i ever find that other person? i dont think so. well bye for now..