Oh yes, I forget something else. Well today, I went to Alishas. The best friend who told me she didn't want me in her life anymore. We're good now though. Okay well, Jay told me she had a talk with Alisha, cause the day before I went to her house, and I was crying. She asked me what was wrong and I told her. Well she didn't know Alisha and I were good. I asked Alisha what Jay had said to her, becuase Jay had said she forgot, but I knew she didn't. Jay told Alisha she had to be friends with me cause I'm suicidal and she was saying all this shit. It just dawned on me that maybe Jay doesn't want to be my friend cause she feels obligated to cause I'm suicidal. Alisha thinks I'm not, well I'm not as much as I used to be. I can't talk to Jay cause I want everything to be fine. I just thought that was rude that she was saying that stuff to her. Oh well..I guess I can get over it. If she ever pisses me off I'll bring it up. :D Good day.